Getting the MoJo Back

AFter the end of tri-season - I was slacking off a bit - and then comes the holidays, and the whole divorce thing - which is still in the works...and I just completely lost my workout Mojo. So - that said, in the last two weeks I have been a workout queen - getting to classes, getting on bike trainer, running in miserable weather and running whenever I got an opportunity. Good deal. I am much happier -

Now if I could get my heart back - divorce sucks - and then meet a really great guy - or so I thought and he tells me that he can't keep spending time with me - after a hot and heavy few weeks - because he still cares for someone else. Then he keeps stringing me along by an occasional message or had me over for a weekend. I really cared a lot for him and thought things were great - and the messages he is sending me are things like "I know I'm probably giving up the best thing for me .. meaning me".

Oh well -- back to triathlon training - spending time with friends and my dogs and chorus. Singing really is great.