Sensitive

Was chatting with a friend this morning and the subject of AA and Alanon came up -- strangely -- I was very sensitive talking about it. Not sure why. I think maybe it is because it seems that I've been dealing with issues surrounding alcohol for so long that I'm feeling beaten by it at times. There was also some mention of the fact that I had a connection on her for a drink recipe of the day --- which I guess if you are recovering it is not the type of thing you would want to see on a blog.

In the meantime - I had a great swim this morning and planning on a walk on my lunch hour --- weather is finally improving. Spring is here!

Afternoons

I'm getting to be such an endorphine junky!!! I've been swimming this week mornings --- Mon., Wed., and got so high on getting things right that the rest of the day seems like such a let down. Then I either need to run or ride on my lunch hour or after work to get that kind of high again!

I guess now I understand what drives most of us to work out as much as we do. Today is a "boys lunch" day --- and I got a call around 3:00 that my SO was home and very sleepy. I can handle sleepy, it's grumpy and irritable when I get home that I can't handle. I spend most of the afternoon anticipating an argument when I get home --- today I'm planning a walk with the "girls" (puppies) as soon as I get home.

The weather today is 83 degrees and sunny --- yahoo!!